To whom it may concern thats everyone ive posted to (please read)
Steve-o said
Feb 7, 2011
Hi Mate, keep at it and don't give in.
I got clean (Drugs) 33 years ago and naughty little HCV played hide & seek until it broke cover last year and made itself known.
If I have learnt anything it is to never give up, whatever life throws at you it can be overcome.
Keep at it and never give in.
All The Best.
Steve
ty said
Feb 7, 2011
Hi eddie, Forty days is awesome! Just remember the saying that some of have more chairs behind us, but we all all sit right there at the table, one day at a time. Welcome again Patty! I imagine that you've been to the beach meeting in Venice. That's an amazing one...
Hi Greg, I hope all is well and the sides are still being kind. Hi to everyone else. I was going to write more, but those darn "O"s are back! ty
Greg said
Feb 7, 2011
espaeddie wrote:I wonder if anyone guessed irt was me that posted in as anonymous the other day probably,
i wern't very subtle towards the end
Hi Eddie,
Wonder what gave it away.
Found this quote this morning from Victor Kiam, hope it brings a smile to you face. Cheers mate Greg
"Even if you fall on your face, you're still moving forward."
bagelpb said
Feb 7, 2011
Hi Jill I will have 10 in March; I had 14 befor but not had a drink sence 1985. Over the pain med's Now finally I am starting the treatment: Thank's Patty
espaeddie said
Feb 7, 2011
thanx greg i'm still around,just occasionally now ,still going strong 40 odd days now i dont know? dont really matter but i am well even though my viral load is high, I wonder if anyone guessed irt was me that posted in as anonymous the other day probably, i wern't very subtle towards the end hope every one is well all the best love and hugs eddie
Greg said
Feb 7, 2011
Hi Eddie, Thinking of you mate, your doing great, the healthier you get the better you'll be in tx. Keep it up. Greg and Cate
Cinnamon Girl said
Jan 5, 2011
Thinking of you Eddie, don`t worry about ranting and raving here! We`ve all been through dark times, in one way or another, so we are the best people to understand what you`re going through.
Stay strong, every day clean and sober is a huge achievement, so give yourself a big pat on the back for what you`re doing.
As Jillie said, sometimes it`s about taking it one minute at a time.
Good luck, and don`t forget - we`re here for you!
Love from Jill xx
Jillie1979 said
Jan 4, 2011
Every day clean and sober is a huge accomplishment! I'll have 10 years this coming June and I never would have imagined that I could make it this far. Sometimes we need to live one minute at a time. Take a deep breath and try to relax. I'm thinking of you and praying for you. XO Jill
bethland said
Jan 4, 2011
Keep it up Eddie thinking of you.... things will get better elizabeth
James10500 said
Jan 3, 2011
You can do it Eddie ! One day at a time !!! Congrates on 12 days !
espaeddie said
Jan 3, 2011
Hi ty Yeah I know just telling it how it is for me right now .I know youve been there by what youve said before and i know that i am going in the right direction,have to do everything i can that needs to be done,Just wanted to warn those not so familiar with the process of recovery that i might waffle and ramble and be incoherent in the near future,dont want to jepodise anyboby elses chances of getting it,have got a sponcer and am doing all the right things at mo but still ahhhhhhh!!!!!"!!lol
back a ya soon all the best m8
eddie
ty said
Jan 3, 2011
Hi eddie, Sounds like you are thinking pretty normal for twelve days clean to me. They call it that old "stinkin thinkin" and everybody in the program goes through it. It does improve. Stay close to the meetings, strongly consider a sponsor and know that there is no problem that staying clean and sober can't help. I know how you are feeling. I will never forget how I felt when I first came in to the rooms. Those memories of what it was like are my first step and they keep me clean and sober to this very day. You will feel better in the future. (Thirty days in the program is a huge mental milestone.) Nothing could be better for your second Tx than being clean, sober and healthy. You are not wasting time waiting, you are doing exactly the right things to get well. Take care mate, ty
espaeddie said
Jan 3, 2011
Hi all, I am really proud of what you are doing and how well you are coping,however i need to say that 12 days clean off chemicals after a life time of abuse and i think i am going nuts not really sleeping at moment so i suggest you disregard what i say (or have said) in future correspondence because i aint got a clue what is going on right now .Still going to go to NA meetings and spill my guts to get some relief and do my qi gong and meditation need to get strong beat this f****** this time!!!!!,still intend to go for retreatment but all this waiting and uncertainty is becomming hard to bear, must admit though am happy to be clean for what its worth Anyway tomorriow is another day and i might change again, not my descision but my emotional stability,BE STRONG
I got clean (Drugs) 33 years ago and naughty little HCV played hide & seek until it broke cover last year and made itself known.
If I have learnt anything it is to never give up, whatever life throws at you it can be overcome.
Keep at it and never give in.
All The Best.
Steve
Hi eddie, Forty days is awesome! Just remember the saying that some of have more chairs behind us, but we all all sit right there at the table, one day at a time.
Welcome again Patty! I imagine that you've been to the beach meeting in Venice. That's an amazing one...
Hi Greg, I hope all is well and the sides are still being kind.
Hi to everyone else. I was going to write more, but those darn "O"s are back! ty
Hi Eddie,
Wonder what gave it away.
Found this quote this morning from Victor Kiam, hope it brings a smile to you face.
Cheers mate
Greg
"Even if you fall on your face, you're still moving forward."
i'm still around,just occasionally now ,still going strong
40 odd days now i dont know? dont really matter but i am well even though my viral load is high,
I wonder if anyone guessed irt was me that posted in as anonymous the other day probably,
i wern't very subtle towards the end
hope every one is well
all the best
love and hugs
eddie
Thinking of you mate, your doing great, the healthier you get the better you'll be in tx.
Keep it up.
Greg and Cate
Stay strong, every day clean and sober is a huge achievement, so give yourself a big pat on the back for what you`re doing.
As Jillie said, sometimes it`s about taking it one minute at a time.
Good luck, and don`t forget - we`re here for you!
Love from Jill xx
Every day clean and sober is a huge accomplishment! I'll have 10 years this coming June and I never would have imagined that I could make it this far. Sometimes we need to live one minute at a time. Take a deep breath and try to relax. I'm thinking of you and praying for you. XO
Jill
thinking of you....
things will get better
elizabeth
Yeah I know just telling it how it is for me right now .I know youve been there by what youve said before and i know that i am going in the right direction,have to do everything i can that needs to be done,Just wanted to warn those not so familiar with the process of recovery that i might waffle and ramble and be incoherent in the near future,dont want to jepodise anyboby elses chances of getting it,have got a sponcer and am doing all the right things at mo but still ahhhhhhh!!!!!"!!
back a ya soon all the best m8
eddie
Take care mate, ty
I am really proud of what you are doing and how well you are coping
Anyway tomorriow is another day and i might change again, not my descision but my emotional stability,BE STRONG
LOVE AND HUGS
eddie x